Look who just flew in! On the right be Jaryn, and the lovely lass on the left hasn't told me her name yet.

So, Randi is attempting to not have a nervous breakdown. I am attempting to not let Beast get out. People will hurt if Beast gets out.

Cabin fever is a bitch. She wants desperately to get out of the house, but has no opportunity, or money. Here's hoping that email from that company emails. She needs a job.

She is having difficulty controlling herself. She keeps feeling twitches, and a strong desire to lash out, hurt people. This is getting ridiculous. I can't keep Beast back by myself. It hasn't been this bad in a while. So, here's to another nervous breakdown. This poor girl has had more of those than the average middle-aged adult. She's twenty one. -sigh- I don't know how to help. I don't know that it will make a difference. Here's to trying.

Jeremy

Why doesn't he notice me? Why can't he pry his eyes away from his game for half a second to see that I'm depressed, stressed, overwhelmed... I don't know what we're going to do. Bills... too many bills. I am so lost right now. I'm trying to find a job, have been, but nothing's coming up. Still waiting on an email from someone about something, but that hasn't come in yet. Speaking of, neither has my package. I rather want that package. I'm not having a good day. At all. -cry- And he doesn't notice. Is it that he doesn't notice, or that he doesn't care? -sigh- I'm in my emotionally dead stage right now. So no tears right now, though I feel them pressing on me. I feel the anger, on the edge. Distant, but there. I want to be creative, but I have too much—and yet, not enough—going on in my head. Of course, he doesn't have a working computer, so he will likely never read this. I just wish he wouldn't always ignore me when I'm upset or depressed. -sigh- I don't know what else to say.
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Have a Mountain Dew problem... >.>

Just testing the whole photo thingamawhosit. n.n
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Randi

Just a quick post to my phone, testing it out. n.n

Aurora Borealis (my rat) is in labor! -huggles Aurora- Pop 'em on out, honey!

I hate my mother. And my father. Because of them, I can't go to school until after I'm married. Or I turn 24. But I'm getting married first. But they BOTH refuse to sign the FAFSA. Which means I can't go to school. My mother 'cause she doesn't want to give the government information that the government ALREADY EFFING HAS. And my father because he is of the belief that if he signs it, he will be financially responsible for me (which is not true). What a switch THAT would be, eh? (O.O) I mean, WOW, my FATHER paying for something for ME?! Who'd a thunk?! But anyways, I hate them both. And I can somehow see them arguing at my wedding. If they do, I'm kicking them both out. If they make me feel badly in ANY WAY, I'm KICKING THEM BOTH OUT. Mass punishment. If my mother does something, I'm kicking them BOTH out. If my FATHER does something, I'm KICKING THEM BOTH OUT. I am sick of their SHIT. I am sick of them RUINING my LIFE. It's MY life, NOT THEIRS. They wanna ruin their own lives, BE MY EFFING GUEST, but I will NOT take ANY MORE harassment from EITHER of them. I am standing up for myself. If I call my mother, and she starts yelling at me, I'll hang up. I don't give a damn. I want my childhood back! I want my self esteem, my self confidence back! I want my eighteen years of happiness that they TOOK FROM ME BACK! AUGH! Okay, I'm going to go do something else, now.
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First off, buy a lottery ticket. One of the high jackpot ones, like, 200000000 or so. Second, design and build a beautiful house for my family and closest friends. Third, apply for a job doing what I want to do. Fourth, I would plan the most spectacular wedding for Michael and me. Fifth, build a machine that would turn me into a real, live kitsune. And Michael, too. Sixth, I would make my business big. Seventh, I would tell my mother how I really feel about her, and she WOULDN'T kill me. I would get my sisters good jobs that they can make a living at and enjoy for the rest of their lives. I would keep them safe. And my children. Safe. I would make this world better. Like Kira's vision, only better, 'cause there would have to be no killing to get there. I would convince people peacefully that war is folly. I would find someone peaceful to rule this world, with me as his or her advisor. This world would be peaceful, successful. And there would be a cure for bipolar. And ADHD.
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Randi

A POST! Holy freaking crap! Well, VirtualPlay started updating again, so I figured I ought to. But I will still use my website as a blog. -nod- So I'm engaged. To VirtualPlay. I LURVES him! He is mah hero! Um...corny much? Wow. So I am DM of my very own D&D campaign. Woooooooooooot. I also play an Elf Druid named Titania. After the character in the second Dead Alewives skit in the Dungeons and Dragons series. "Fine. She can play. Anyone can play. We're a Brown Deer High School endorsed activity, with membership open to the student body, I don't care if, if Greg Ertshman wants to play, if he brings his own dice. If Sarah Doheeny wants to play Advanced Dungeons and Dragons with us, she can play Titania." "Oooooooh!" "But isn't that your character?" "She's not my character, I'm the DM. Sometimes I have to send non-player-characters along with you to provide vital information." "Well mostly it just seems like you talk through Titania!" "Well, whatever. Now we have a girl to play Titania." Anyways!

And now Virtual is saying we can go out, sooooooo, out I go! Baibai!
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Randi

Artemis is gone. I feel so lost.

I have a domain name! And a new blog! I won't be abandoning LJ, just...not posting in it as much. So do check it out! The site is http://www.xkytsunex.net, and the blog is http://blog.xkytsunex.net. Well, not much to say here. I'll post an update on my blog. Do check it out! n.n
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Interview today...so nervous...wish me luck...I NEED A JOB!!! >.> u.u I really hope I get this! Canobie or not!
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I now have a Mac!! Her name is Xenosaga, and she is beautiful. Der wille der macht! >.> Yeah. Anyway. Things have gotten much easier since I got her, and I am hapy.
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Well, Alvirne is still stupid. After reading Myspace forums, I have come to the conclusion that the people on those forums rarely have IQs making it into double digits. With the way humans are going, I'm not surprised someone like Dubya is in office. -sigh- I fear for my sisters. Not my brother, though, he can take care of himself.
Jeremy: Thanks. I feel cared for.
Shuddup. You know you're awesome.
Jeremy: Well, I wasn't gonna say anything...
Yeah, yeah. Hush. My entry. Get your own. >.< Well, that's about it. Sleepytime and mah medifications for meh. Ja~!
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(and Jeremy)

I get to take Kat out, finally. We're going to Canobie today. Woo hoo. When will Randi realize that I like going out just as much as she does? Meh. Gotta go make sure Kat's ready to go. Later!
Jeremy

Well, I can't sleep. But I do know one thing. I'm happy. Mike's home! And he loves me. And I love him. And I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I love him! -hugs Mike- n.n

They hurt...my curiosity has finally gotten the better of me. Against all of Mike's warnings, I have looked up ManFaye...ow...I NEED BRAIN SOAP!!! Why would anyone want to do that? Ugh! Nothing else to say.
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OMG, people are so effing stupid. I am so bloody glad I got out of Alvirne.
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Randi

Nyx is gone. And so are the Hemera litter.