So, Randi is attempting to not have a nervous breakdown. I am attempting to not let Beast get out. People will hurt if Beast gets out.

Cabin fever is a bitch. She wants desperately to get out of the house, but has no opportunity, or money. Here's hoping that email from that company emails. She needs a job.

She is having difficulty controlling herself. She keeps feeling twitches, and a strong desire to lash out, hurt people. This is getting ridiculous. I can't keep Beast back by myself. It hasn't been this bad in a while. So, here's to another nervous breakdown. This poor girl has had more of those than the average middle-aged adult. She's twenty one. -sigh- I don't know how to help. I don't know that it will make a difference. Here's to trying.

Jeremy